ellos everybody, today has been apretty normal day for me EXCEPT tat we took our height and weight today during P.E. seriously sayingi dun even care how heavy or light i am, as i come to realise tat my weight wud probably stop growing too fast when i reach 14 or 15. so when i'm 14 or 15 and i feel tat i'm too heavy or fat, THEN i can start on me diet. cuz DIET IS NOT ADVISABLE DURING AT GROWING PERIOD. i think it might affect our body for the rest of our lives lor, cuz now we're GROWING and wat we need most are BALANCED DIET AND FOOD. mayb because of tat i shall rethink bout my hatred towards fish. YUCKS!! I TAKE TAT BACK!!

and can you believe tat zheyuan is actually 70KG??????? HE IS SEVENTY KG??? this is like, omg. but i think tat cud be pretty mormal for someone like him. and worst thing is tat TAN YENKAI is 163cm!!! he's taller than me by 2cm?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? but i can't deny tat he's really grown through the holiday. i've gotta jump more in future. and aniwaes, you probably already noe i'm 161cm, which is pretty shocking to me. and i can't believe tat karyan is 160cm. mayb i stood TOO straight or mayb karyan slouched. but it's okay.

aniwaes, and i've said "can you believe", "i can't believe" like two times?? oh bother.

i dun usually get much presents during my birthday cuz i dun go around telling other ppl. but you dun hv to give a prezzie (like you wan to!). then the most important part lies on how i celebrate my b'dae. i actually wanted to treat xuedi and rachel kfc. now xuedi dun wan go cuz she's in a bad mood. JUS CUZ SHE'S IN A BAD MOOD SHE CAN HAVE THE RIGHT TO RUIN MY BA'DAE LIKE TAT?? AND WAT IS TAT MOOD?? WAT IS TAT MOOD TAT HAS THE RIGHT TO RUIN MY B'DAE?? ST000000000000PID MOOD!

oops, i think i sound pretty silly up there. thx for listening to me grumble ONCE again. i have many comments bout life which aren't so positive cuz i'm really a stickler for fairness or justice or stuff like tat. but i heard tat if you are pessimist, you actually live shorter by 42% compared to those optimist!! wow, and dun tink you're already positive by jus thinking some good tots. here's wat i feel:

i think being optimist lies on your outlook on life or whether your life has a meaning. for example, you wake up in the morning eagerly and can't wait to start the day, it means tat your day has a purpose and high chances are tat you are postive. you live life for a purpose, then your life has meaning. if your life has no meaning or even no purpose, i think you shud start being more positive towards not only life but other things too. hey, we're still young!! and we get to live longer!!

and i think i shud get started on my ecologist project soon, so i'm collecting information later, and i think i'm changing my blog song.

[5 more days to my b'dae]
[17 more days to my hospital appointment]