OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER ISHI FROM SOUL IN SUPERBAND??????????????? HE COMMITTED SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO TOTALLY SHOCKED WHEN XUEDI TOLD ME THIS. I GASPED SO LOUD MY SIS WAS SHOCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XUEDI SAY HE DIED FOR LOVE!!!!!! SO WEI DA!!!!!!!!! BUT WHY ZI SHA??????????? IS DIE IN CAR DE......WHY SO FOOLISH?? WHY COMMIT SUICIDE?????? HE DANCING IS LIKE DAMN GOOD DE LORHS!!!!!! SUCH A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD HIM HE COMMIT SUICIDE FOR LOVE???? I'M SO GONNA BUY TAT LIANHEWANBAO. XUEDI IS SEE OTHER PPL NEWSPAPER ON MRT DE.

ISHI, WHY ARE YOU SO FOOLISH...

changed skin. suddenly feel like using a navigation skin. then linkies adeline help me do de, she even help me write all de urls, names. she good girl! i can't thank her enough and she might probably be freaking out why i so gan ji.

this skin not nice i dun care. tat's the way i wan it.

something went wrong again. i shan't waste my energy typing those few words to even plainly say wat happen cuz it wud be thinking too highly of them. them, meaning the idiotic, childish and think-they-are-very-mature p4 latecomer prefects.

today hmt lesson was uber fun. dun wanna say more cuz i think you all know liaoz. but for the address stuff group2 ask, ZHOU LAO SHI ACTUALLY MANAGED TO ANSWER PLUS THE WEBSITE AND THE POSTAL CODE [kay, we help ALITTLE bit for the postal code.] very li hai lorhs.

so happy mrs kwan teaching us since kee is gone, [for 2 days only, sadly.]. it felt like those times before. i mean, i more used to mrs kwan explaining maths problems. i feel i can always understand mah. i think if we have a class vote the result will DEFINITELY be:

Mrs Adrian Kee : Mrs Jane Kwan
0 : 44!!

unless some idiot wan to be different ngeh ngeh go choose kee.

i'm so at lost of wat to do. last week my life was great, but now all the problems are rushing over me like a huge tsunami.

kay, not MANY, but one BIG problem.

i'm so fussing over whether to dsa to nygh. mayb list the pros and cons will help?

PROS.
1)veri gud skool will definitely benefit.
2)immediately go jc, so guaranteed university.
3)huiqi xuedi are going. not like no fren?
4)if i dun go dsa it will probably be very hard to get into nygh cuz the places are probably taken up a lot already then spaces are limited but all the REALLY gud students will also be applying so there's a VERY SLIM chance of getting in.
CONS.
1)TOO FAR.
2)IF i get in by dsa, but i'm not eligible for the scholarship which allows me to waive skool fees, it means i have to pay the monthly $200++ skool fees every month. which i possibly can't afford. mayb i can if i dun go out, but it's like asking me to stop breathing.
3)it's gud, but is it too gud fer me?
4)if i spend all my time preparing for dsa, wat happens to psle?

oops. i'm stuck.

WHY SHAWN OUT BUT NOT GUO HAO????????? WHY TERI OUT BUT NOT JOANNA????????????

I WAN SHAWN BACK! though i remined seemingly calm in skool, in my heart i was screaming. why? cuz css2 has lost it's meaning.

it's supposed to be a singing competition, but instead it has turned to a battle of popularity. remember renfred from css1? i think history is replaying and it's even worse NOW.

can someone make all right for me? i know things can't always go my way, but how wonderful wud it be if it DID?

jus got a cut at the tip of me finger so it's veri veri hard to write. so i've put a plaster. but now is so bu shuang tat i'm typing with my middle finger.

NO VULGAR :]

yesterday took my weight and realised i'm 45kg. okay lorhs, not bad, dun think i underweight. i may eat a lot but i dun like eat meat. ya, and my cousins came. was GREATx10000000000000000000000000 FUN!!! i almost forgot how fun my cousins were liaoz...dun wan to post bout. you might jus fall asleep.

TOMORO GOING SKOOL!!!!!!!!!

*yes, as incredible as it seems, i'm PSYCHED.

yay, wen to watch nancy drew yesterday and it was so bloody [shit, i sound like rachel] nice. very very very very very very very very nice. haha, but not so many ppl watch, alot go watch fantastic four. i was like in such a happy mood cuz it was the VERY FIRST time i went to the movies MYSELF. cuz everytime also go with fren, and surprisingly, i ADORED the feeling of going to the movies ALONE. felt so happy, practically skipped all the way down to cold storage to check out newsstand to see if Teenage was out, and FINALLY. it is. yay! and most importantly, on the cover page was HARRY POTTER! ECSTATIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSTANT HAPPINESS!!! gosh, i'm such a freak.

and the teenage team became models for a day, and they looked okay lah.

omg, was surfing the net. came across somje online shops. got one is the image model and clothes are like, cheap? cuz it's not like other clothes you see in shops $30++, is like around $20 and they are really nice, and it's so not outdated. some even $12!! ah!! mus save money lerhs, but dunno if dare to order cuz nvr do before mahs. also got ebay right, even more cheap, but not nice. haha. the image model is ice-angel de. if you sian wan go see see, http://the-image-model.blogspot.com. mainly clothes but it's not veri established. then there's http://www.moondust.con.sg. it's mainly accessories, but quite expensive lehs..

later need meet zp online do stupid chinese project. haiz.

heard from jamie jj got new song call sha shou. going to listen. so excited!! i miss jj so much lorhs, album coming out around end june, i think. and i'm still waiting for july's issue of teenage to come out. checked the newsstand last saturday but DUN HAVE. this fri, sat and sun gonna go 7-11, cold storage and fair price check. normally tat time is out liaoz. around 21, 22, 23 of the month. yea, speaking of my teenage addiction. i started this year march dee, when jamie introduced me to the march issue with xiao zhu luo zhixiang on the cover page and there was the hana kimi pin-up. ever since, evry issue also got buy liaoz. haha, very nice. who got read ar?? tell me...and who got the feb issue?? can lend me, it's the special valentine's issue!! who got lend me, i do your bidding one whole week! [kidding, wat if you wan me commit suicide??]

wah sai, sori ar, suddenly realise the paragraph up there veri veri boring. lolx.

The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results
Quality Time: 9
Words of Affirmation: 8
Receiving Gifts: 6
Acts of Service: 5
Physical Touch: 2

Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz

i mus have lost my mind to take this quiz. it's boring and i dun even noe what it's talking bout...got it from my badminton coach's blog aniwaes.

Childhood survey :

Mark the things that you have:
[x] A mum
[x] A dad
[ ] Stepmom
[ ] Stepdad
[ ] A younger brother
[x] A younger sister
[ ] An older brother
[ ] An older sister
[ ] Grandfather
[x] Grandmother
[x] Cousin
[ ] Half-brother
[ ] Half-sister
[ ] Stepbrother
[ ] Stepsister
[ ] Brother-in-law
[ ] Sister-in-law
[ ] Niece
[ ] Nephew1

*god, i'm such an interesting person... [sarcasm, sarcasm]

1. Are you a child of the 70s, 80s, or90s?
- 1995, so is 90s hor?
2. Where were you born?
- Singapore [well, duh..]
4. Did you enjoy your childhood?
- okay lah, now more happy.
5. When you were a kid, what did youwant to be?
- forget lerhs.
6. What do you want to be now?
- psychologist. or and entrepeneur [is tat how you spell it?]
7. Were you a fun little kid?
- believe it or not, i LOVED to perform. fun?
8. What was your first best friend's names?
- first is i forget liaoz, second is nursery de, ELSTON. he was my neighbour, cannot believe, right?
9. Are they still your friend?
- wat do you think?
10. Can you name all the schools you ever attended?
- P.A.P, woodgrove primary, tat's all...
11. Were you closer to your mom or dad as a kid?
- same
12. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying?
- K-ge shu bu qing and jj's CD. yea, and big.
13. How old is a good age to have kids?
- 25.
14. Are you scared of anything?
- kiies, there's this phrase i heard: "what you fear has no power, it's your fear that has the power." - [forget]
15. What was your favorite class in elementary school?
- ALL OF THEM!! one of happiset moments, cuz so little h/w...
16. Did you buy school lunch or bringyour own?- canteen food is nice, kay?
17. Broken any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid?
- pretty much not.
18. Were you a mean kid ?
- yeah right, as if.
19. Monopoly ?
- actually i dun understand this. like monopoly, nvr had any fancy games, wasn't interested. prefer books and outdoor games.
20. Did you play house or pretend tobe a super hero?
- play house, yes. super hero, no.
21. Seriously, are you still just a kid at heart?
- acts like a kid, but my thinking is diff. liaoz.

Now repost with the name "ChildhoodSurvey", and see what your friends answers are to these same questions.

tat was nice. karyan, where you get these de?

one more, i addicted lerhs...

bedroom survey :
Do you following bedroom have :
[ ] Condoms
[x] Cell phone
[x] Chair/stool[ ] Bookshelf
[x] Dressers
[ ] Computer
[x] Pictures
[ ] Mirrors
[ ] Skateboard
[x] Bed
[x] Clothes on the floor
[ ] Surfboard
[ ] Smoke detector
[ ] Piano/keyboard/guitar/bass/drums/others
[x] Locking door
[x] Bottles of water
[ ] Blacklight
[x] Medals/trophies/ribbons
[x]CDs
[ ] Flag
[ ] Stop sign/ any signs
[ ] Real gun
[ ] Cigrattes
[ ] Pot
[ ] Any drugs
[ ] Alcohol
[x] Books[
[ ] Xbox 360
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Stereo
[ ] Television
[ ] Lighter
[ ] Gum
[ ] couch

1. How many windows do you have in your room?
- 1
2. What is the colour of your walls?
- blue
3. Do you share your room?
- ya, with sis, hais..
4. Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bath room?
- bathroom but not bedroom, sis still zzzing...
5. What colour are your bed sheets?
- may vary
6. What's on your walls?
- posters [hana kimi, tank, jj], two drawings by zhang xuedi [girl and boy, winnie the poohand friends]
7. Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
- actually it's only my father, come to room sweep. nothing else more..
8. Has the opposite sex ever been on your bed?
- hais, father! can my life get anymore boring than this.
9. Has the opposite slept on your bed?
- ya, father [AGAIN!]. but hates it.
10. Who usually sleeps on the bed other than you?
- soft toy counts? then is bone and eeyore...
11. Do you like your bedroom?
- ok lah, it'll be better if my sis can get out.

yay!! so nice, answering all these...

halo. felt totally disconnected in class today. going sleep liaoz, also talk not so much lah. unlike my crazy self. hais, mus get into mood l;ah, or else psle die. oh gosh, i realise i am putting in so much effort in psle, NOT. i am jus lazing round. cannot lah...still got tat stupid project. aurgh!! I'M STRESSED!!

cya tomoro!! [hey i'm psyched bout tomoro hor...]

fianlly i've done a decent blog. the reason why i'm trying to set my blog straight is cuz i probably won be using com for a while lerhs...boohoo. psle is nearing liaoz hor. mus jia you. so if got ppl come blog is nice nice de. haha.



using iwebmusic to put song cuz i can't find the full song of the fray's look after you in imeem. aurgh! have totally fallen in love with this song. i think huiqi loves it too. haha.



aniwaes, yesterday i went to the library with rachel. and she was wearing this so totally great outfit. it's actually a denim dress. and the most shocking thing is tat she was actually wearing BOOTS! BOOTS!! oh mygosh, when i saw her i was like: jaw drop, stood still, eyes wide. budden i started laughing lorhs. leaving rachel there like: not nice isit? but seriously, she looked gorgeous. lolx, cuz she was going to tis dinner with her family later mahs. so formal. heehee. if i was the one going for dinner i wouldn't care. jus t-shirt and shorts and i'm done. who cares? we met jenny also lorhs. and they started a long talk on maple. BORING. rachel's wearing boots!! mus tell everybody, i also took a picture of her outfit. going to show xuedi. too bad yesterday she nvr come cuz of the duan wu jie drawing contest. and besides, i've got news:



HUIQI WON THE CONSOLATION PRIZE!!



*applause* [send some roses please...]

tomoro going go skool lerhs!! no, skool haven reopen, in case you're living in the world of THE DUNNOES. is supplementry. is weird, but i CAN'T WAIT to go back to skool. i jus missed chatting with all my frens, playing with zheyuan, and ofcourse, the food in the canteen. but sadly the canteen isn't gonna be open tomoro jus for us. it's jus 1h 45min, i dun even think there will be breaks lorhs. heng we dun have to take english lessong with 6F. tat's one major relief though, especially for huiqi.

happy father's day!! haha, gave my daddy this handmade card. i could tell he was like touched lorhs. after seeing all the wishes for him. yay! a day of the expression of love and gratitude!! woohoo!! lols. mummy made crab, haiz, so long nvr makan crab already, jus adore it! (ok lah, i know you're thinking: "she adores everything on earth tat can be eaten!")

wan find new skin le...haha. say this somany times until now still haven change. my, i'm such a procrastinator...

haha, jus found out i got over 100 messages in my email inbox. mus be all junk. my sis was like hysterical when she saw 102. she only got one. aiya, her friend use hotmail veri little.

finally finish all homework liaoz! this unexplainable feeling coming over me, the feeling of relaxation, freedom, release. but there's still a pile of assessments waiting for me!!

MUS CHANGE SKIN!!! THIS SKIN IS HORRIBLE!!

WARNING: below are paragraphs containing very boring context. so i suggest you dun read it. i jus wanted to find somewhere to rant...

i can't belive it, i jus spent approximately 2h 19 mins sitting infront of the computer, scribbling madly away information from wikipdedia jus to earn merely 6 stars for my young scientist?! wat the hell am i thinking? i think i'm jus wasting time. besides my notebook is a huge mess, i will show xiao yuan yuan my notebook, he surely faint hahas. actually sit beside him is okay de lah. he quite funny and can play with him mahs.

i hate doing project. it's a total waste of time, i tink. why spend time in computer copying and paste information when you can possibly spend your time revising some schoolwork?

I HATE PROJECTS.

aniwaes, to another topic. i am so gonna finish my young scientist by this week. next week still have to go sup, then need to do the qing ming jie with my group lorhs. tat stupid zhuang peng insisted tat we do it at the last week. heng i already finish most liaoz, only left this stupid young scientist. i am so gonna chill next week. mus watch tat nancy drew movie. dun care if it's childish or mature or wateva! i need mystery stuff to wake my mind. and speaking of next week. school are reopening SOON! mus treasure the holidays. i ahven done much fun stuff this holiday. just stayed at home and did nothing. and my assess aren't half done. gotta work on tat aftre young scientist. looks like i can't relax next week lerhs. *double haiz* but no fret, all this is for psle. so, who cares?

yay, i finally put rihanna de rehab liaoz. i noe is bigger de, but i dun care as long as i can put the song on my blog. xD..

omg, wat's wrong with me? i'm supposed to do research but i'm changing songs and jus urfing round?! WAKE UP!!

aniwaes, changed song to carrie underwood's i'll stand by you. i was thinking tat it suited this skin?

zhang xuedi ar, really dun wan go DSA for nanyang. wat if (i say if lah) i get in but i get 250 plus plus only for psle? tat means i will be like the worst there. though for the affiliation cut-off point they have is 252. and instead of concentrating on DSA when i shud be concentrating on psle, no i dun wan. dun wanna put my bets on something i am not so sure of getting into. SO NO DSA MEANS NO DSA. I DUN WAN. I WAN USE PSLE SCORE TO GET INTO NANYANG.

and who is justina ar? went to tat person's blog but she used my url as JAFIE! I AM NOT JAFIE, I AM HUIHONG!! WHO THE HECK IS JAFIE??

haiz. going to do my young scientist now. already completed 9 stars. 11 more to go.

can't find rihanna version of rehab in iwebmusic. BUMMER. try imeem.

oh gosh, wat's tat stupid song?

it's rehab by rihanna! lyrics are by justin timberlake aniwaes. and, oh yeah, his voice is tat artie in shrek! so cute, artie, not shrek...

Rihanna Rehab Lyrics
Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohhOh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

tired. but mus finish homework. jus met windy at cwp aniwaes...

hihi, jus watched shrek 3...it was not bad lah. pretty nice. quite funny too, but stomach won't pain. i dunno why, i jus found it amusing. i didn't make a single noise during the entire movie. good watch aniwaes.

go do homework, mus finish by this week...

heehhee, changed song to jojo's get out. lurv this song, though considered not so new. the more i listen the more i like it.

jus watched christina aguilera live singing hurt and she was great! oh gosh...like this song? like this song? beta say yes cuz i love it!! love it love it love it!!!

a nice skin is jus so hard to find these days. won't be using com until next wednesday. cuz i wan finish up homework, IF i can finish, that is.

how do you think of this new teacher, mrs kee? she's like, damn sarcastic lorhs. "i need to undertsand you, and you have to understand me, so we can work better together!" yeah right. she dun undertsand we dun like homework meh? then give us so much? and we're totally wasting time practising to line up and walk around the 4th level. and we have partners, OH GOD! and i have to partner TAN YEN KAI! can this get any more childish?

and i'm still waiting for my hair to grow longer...

oh gosh, jus went through tat painstaking process jus before i started using this stupid net. stupid stupid stupid. haiz. yesterday only use 3 hours then i started to worry bout my results. i know u guys play even longer lah. last time no internet can get better results, now little bit scared... haiz. planning to get into nygh mahs. i heard for their non-affiliation cut-off is 262!!!!!!!!! 262?????!!!!! even if i manage to get in i will be like one of the worst students there lorhs. so i must get 265 and above!

haha. planning to finish off all my homework today except for zuowen and young scientists. but dun tink can, cuz obviously the practice papers are gonna take ages!

kiies, enough ranting, gotta find skin...

when i was trying to use the net jus now, and suddenly they say PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED, i almost had a heart attack. this morning hao bu rong yi can set up, now you come and say lose connectivity?!! no lah, but now is all fine liaoz. but if you tell me i have to take all this shock EVERYTIME i use the internet, i would slam the computer right to the wall.

wanna change skin. this skin is totally wrong for me. i like a bigger place for the posts and the navigations. i hate this skin though i totally adore the pic up there. ah, so picturesque!

omg! skin hunting right now and i found this lovely skin...

hehe, tess, i found something!! i came across this video in youtube. go check it out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRaFXgSUxkY

it's actually our skool's hiphop dance team performing last time, i think at bugis. but the video quality is seriously no good. but i see tess!!

hihi. jus got singnet broadband and ta-da! can FINALLY use internet. damn long never use suddenly dunno wat to do. lolx. jus know will be changing skin soon

anybody finished homework?? i finished only like 2/5 until last thursday when i totally stopped. from tat until now, i've jus been lazing round. CANNOT! from now, well, not exactly now, but after i finished using com, then i will start homework. must finish by tuesday. it's possible la. and i will also try to fix this blog asap. it's practically, not, IT IS, a mess!! aurgh!

and did yall see my so totally horrendous haircut? i so totally wanted to kill tat hairdresser lorhs. cried at home. but heng can grow back. but it's still very SHORT!!

lil sick of blogging leh. doing this for close to 1 year liaoz. coming to think of it, i didn't even realise tat. i started last june holiday and now is june holiday also, except it's2007, not 2006.